a converstion i’ll never have..

- why shohag?
> Apu, I didn’t know this would be something so big. I couldn’t bear how I was living, I counted on you to solve my problem but you left.
- I didn’t leave, I was angry at you. You didn’t pay attention to what I said, you valued the wrong thing more than the right thing.

> Why didn’t you patch up like you used to, when we were kids?
- Shohag, things change, at some point you have to grow up and try to solve your own problems. I already had way too much on my plate. You don’t know what I have gone through. But you were with parents and you have misused that advantage. Did you really love her that much to have done those things? things of that vicious magnitude that I hear of?

> I didn’t know the right from wrong. What is the point asking me about it? What good would do to you having this conversation anyway?
- I want answers! why did you leave us like this? Were we so insignificant in your life? I haven’t come across a single instance where the dying man doesn’t say good bye to their family member in any way.. you never even bothered to even send me a message?

then silence..
its kind of hard to argue with someone who is not here.

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2 Comments »

  1. Sajib said

    I guess I need more knowledge in English to understand this post. :| :(

    • farlin said

      I believe there is nothing wrong with your English, its probably the mood of this post.. its a bit dark. Sorry for the disappointment. :)

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